To the boys who I have had feelings for in the past years that I communicated with you, I'm sorry if you are disappointed because a girl like me liked you.
Gawd, don't be sorry girl. You're entitled to your feelings because your a human being, and all human beings have emotions. Being a PWD doesn't mean that you're less. We are no lesser human beings. We all deserve to feel love and to be loved.
I think I need to say sorry because I am ashamed and feel shy, and I don't have a face to face you anymore. I accept that a girl like me doesn't deserve to have a boyfriend, a husband, or children because of this. Thank you for being able to experience being in love.
Again no need to feel sorry because it's not your fault that you are like that now. I know that it's not right to say that I understand what you feel just because like you I'm not a normal person anymore (also a fellow PWD). I can't even live anymore without taking more than 5 different medications a day, but still I know that I deserve to atleast love and to experience being loved. I know that you still have chance to have build a family someday (unlike me because my blood disease is hereditary, and I don't want to share it to my future child nor drag a guy to miserable life of mine). So cheer up girl because I know that someday you'll find a guy who'll accept you wholely..or if you'll not, then don't worry because God has a better plan for you.
Well, maybe because, before, my ex-boyfriend was getting bullied by his friends because he chose me instead of other beautiful girls around them. That's why I am feeling sorry.
Here saying that:
You're still a normal person. 😊 and I admire your confidence. Unlike you, I never thought or said that to myself. All I can think of is negativity. So, I admire you for being brave.