Hi all! Today I had a terrible dream about the future of my country. I look at my daughter more and more often and think, maybe I should give up everything for her and leave here forever. She is so smart, so energetic and active that I think she will be happy anywhere. But what is her future here? The war will not end anytime soon, I really hope that it will not last forever. It destroyed the entire country and killed many families. The worst thing is that my mother doesn’t want to leave here. But I can’t, I don’t want to leave her here. Why the hell should she live at that age in a country that is at war? She deserves a quiet, safe life, doesn't she? Like me and my daughter. But leaving Ukraine is very difficult mentally. I have many friends here, I have a home here and all the memories of my entire life. For a whole year I didn’t think about it like I do now. Perhaps my common sense began to overcome my emotions. Let's see how spring and this summer go, if nothing changes significantly, I will think about where, what country I should go to. What would you do in my place? 🥲🙂↕️Of course I have to make the decision myself.
My daughter doesn’t have any normal studies here and recently, for safety reasons, they closed the children’s club, where our entire neighborhood goes to dances and other activities 😭😭
Of course, every day, if the weather permits, we go for walks and meet with friends, there is no problem with that. But in the near future, while the war is going on, I don’t see any prospects for a child...
I hope that everything will work out, but unfortunately it doesn’t depend on me, it infuriates me that I have absolutely no control over the situation. I would like to visit Italy in the summer and see how our people live there. It might be possible to find a job there and stay at least for a while, because I’m just tired. Yesterday there was heavy shelling, we got scared, and the dog started jumping over the fence again, I barely caught it. How I just want peace and sleep peacefully, without waiting for rocket attacks... I hope things are fine with you! Have a good mood and a peaceful day everyone!
Hugs to all of you!💓😊🥰🙏✌️
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