Hello Community,
I released a new song. Oldschool German rap.
It is extremely long with 7 minutes and not really up-to-date, where today more attention is paid to the Spotify algorithm than to the content of a song. Nevertheless, I don't want to withhold the track from you and present you here "Exfreundin", a song in which I self-deprecatingly and mercilessly clean the table with my own failure at the relationship level.
I also have the translation for you here, even if I don't really believe that too many people will take the time to read the entire text:
Hello dear ex-girlfriend, I'm really sorry and
Nevertheless, I have to spread bad news like a dirty newspaper
but be reassured first and foremost it's about my crap
the shit that I built and why you are probably offended
but maybe not because there are women, yes you hardly believe it
those who were with me like me and still trust me
that i wasn't just the biggest fool in their life
no just a fucking broken guy you just can't live with
and i'm really not the type for this best friend
With whom you were once together and have not regretted it until today
you don't want to tell me about great new guys
because you know I don't even want to hear that, I fucking uptight bully
But now I'm taking a closer look at my failure
I was not only bad, but even less often the good one
I picked out 4 of my complete failures here
and in a way, each of these fucked me too
refrain:
And you thought we were meant for each other
because it starts just like in a fairy tale
this "stuff" he thinks further and deeply
and you really feel how he loves you
that life with him doesn't work that way
for that you are only blind at times
this "stuff" that spends most of the time lying down
pulls you deeper even deeper than deep
I'd better leave my first big coupe in matters
was already at the young age of 13 and is really hard to believe
the girl wasn't really old like 15 or 16
but 20 kilos heavier a head taller and suspicious
To deal with meth in the schoolyard there, which was really too much
I only got together with her because she seemed to be doing really badly
yes she threatened to take her life
cut her arms open and could almost persuade me
to play as a couple with her for a couple of weeks
but as might be expected, it quickly became too much
and instead of gaining experience what it would be like to be healthy
with the first big love i was already rotten
Women were problems and I was fed up
before it really started and maybe that wasn't great
for the whole career, let's look at it
maybe I find the error can build something in the future
refrain
We jump a little further, I'm 15 years old
by god i'm in love which was not least due to red hair
it's teen love not meant to last forever
But why I failed completely, I'll tell you right away
I only managed three weeks
until I hack close with some woman
ok the woman was still a girl and i was still a boy myself
but from then on it was clear I was wearing the devil on my tongue
after all, we were still together for about a year
and I can't say for sure if it would have gone well any longer
but when the frenzy of the butterflies finally subsided
I broke up with her because I was now pursuing new hobbies
I needed time because I was just smoking weed all the time
women were allowed to come but had to go again
when it came to really taking my time
Because only when I was high enough could I take it easy
refrain
5 years later I stopped smoking weed
the doctor prescribes hard psychotropic drugs for me
Funnily enough, you just smoked weed when I was introduced to you
you weren't really hard to crack
but the doubts vanished
When you spent a couple of nights with me like i was the last man
but unfortunately I wasn't the last
you did it at a party with a guy
but the real irony in this thing
you ordered me to this one party
but I preferred to stay at another fucking party
And even if nothing worked for me I would have done it, I swear by my balls
But anyway I took this shit as a starting gun
was not loyal to you for 7 years like an anus
Out of pure revenge, I made you small like that Thumbnail
and to top it all off, slept with your best friend
refrain
now we have to talk about the matter a bit
I still have enough action here for 20 parts
yet I grasp my last and greatest failures
here in one part and I want to start right away
I was then deeply in love with a sick liar
She frosted her entire life story and I was seduced by her
But because I kept discovering things that were far too blatant
I got mad about it and really ticked off shit
i fucked my way across the therapy group
Just to fool me into control, it didn't matter
she then finally moved to berlin with a buddy
to which I then turned my back was just too much for me
But I was not without guilt and full of sick jealousy
it got worse and worse and in the end no one is to blame
but this fact made it difficult for another 7 years
with a really nice woman but she also had quirks
She took over my quirks and we locked ourselves in, so to speak
into a bloody shitty life and that wasn’t worth it
that improved a little over the years
but no one was happy anymore and we were damaged
in all these years at least I had been loyal
and that was not due to control that should show the next one
I tried again and I was pretty badly in love
but unfortunately so broken that practically not a day goes by here
When I was less of a friend than a bad case of nursing care
and that was unfortunately the reason for the separation
i only lasted half a year
until I packed my things, she also switched to stubborn
it was clear I wasn't able to pay enough attention to anyone
to make a person really happy
But maybe you can take it easy
and I'll blow you off your stool for at least two weeks
refrain
(DE)
Hallo Community,
Ich habe einen neuen Song veröffentlicht. Oldschool Deutschrap.
Er hat gewaltig überlänge mit 7 Minuten und nicht wirklich zeitgemäß wo doch heute mehr auf den Spotify Algorithmus geachtet wird, als auf den Inhalt eines Songs. Trotzdem möchte ich euch den Track nicht vorenthalten und präsentiere euch hier "Exfreundin", ein Song in dem ich selbstironisch und schonungslos mit meinem eigenen Versagen auf Beziehungsebene reinen Tisch mache.
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