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I love that red colour of the rocks <3

Me too. My heart is in this desert I swear. Its gets prettier too.....the crimson pallet

This too shall pass!. It always does.It is what it is and then just when you have adapted you get something NEW.. And it overwhelming but its just the stadtbof another cycle just like the last one and the next one.... I dont know you but have a feeling your a survivor.... Tomorrow will be tomorrow and then you move on

Its all we can do...

and it wasnt a bad day but I know now this wont be done quickly. But progress after todays appointment for sure. The actual ortho ordered the imaging. Ive seen specialist...Ive been to the hospital 4 times this june it ge a year. I think im finally going to get somewhere. Because when I looked into her eyes today, I told her my soul told her; its beyond pain. I cannot function properly. But it hurts bad. The feeling inside is an all together different un explainable thing. Here's hoping she you could see it. God knows I showed her videos of everything hanging b off my butt bone. It just feels like im ripping off myself all day long. But im hoping, she got the point, read the files and that this nightmare will be over soon. Ty.

In 2002 I started having neck pain. I had to wake up everymorning and ice down. I had a garbage bag full of ice.. I went to doctor after doctor until I found the right one in 2004. He recommended surgery and there was a chance I could have limited motion or even some paralysis. I had no choice so I did it. The doc said I wouldnt be able to go to the gym and I would not be able to do physical work.. It took 3 years but I proved the doctors wrong.... At the time it felt like my life was over.. The feelings passed. It wasnt over. A new chapter was beginning. Keep fighting, there will be good days and bad days. Its always darkest before the dawn.... Just gotta find the right doc to help you out. Proably have to go through a few duds first

Ty. I know. Its just so hard. It really is. But im trying.