I am thinking of you every single day and can't even begin to imagine how it feels like when your life gets rugged like this. The only certain point of your life vanishes like that. Stay strong and try to eat, sleep, take care of your health as the road ahead of you is long and you will need strength. I'm here if you need me ❤️🤗
Thanks so much Erika! Today is the first day as of now with no twist and turn and drama in that whole thing. When you think it can't get worse, be sure in my life it will 😂. I haven't had a single minute to think what I am going to do now. My sisters network is there for her, I became a lone wolf again. Only worries is Joy, he got sick over the stress :(.
I hope Joy can recover fast as worrying about him too is not fun at all.
Will you be able to stay there or are you looking for another flat? I hope not and I also hope you'll be able to find peace soon and another network, a new normal for yourself.
Thanks dear, as of now I know nothing...I have my breakdowns now. Even for me, who endured some crazy shit in life and went through extreme situations, it is too much right now. Once I'm passed that state my inner Nikita comes out again. But today I am empty, weak, alone. I had no time to breathe, that's one point why I am close to Gaga !
In a bit the parents of Maik will be here.
You all are of help for my sanity! Thanks!
Oh God, looks like today will be tough too. Stay strong and keep writing. Must be hard but at least it helps you think (maybe). 🤗❤️