Even if you would maybe disagree, I would say that this is a passionate writing about dispassion that has been experienced. So it is kind of a balance, right? :)

There are days, of course like this. When you feel it is better not to do anything with this attitude...but it is good, as exactly seeing and feeling this is the confirmation how your normal condition - the other, passionate way - is valuable for you and everything you do. If you feel you have reached the bottom, is good, as that will be the starting point, and you can go just one way from there, up!