I'm trying, I really am trying to enjoy what I have now.
I like the saying that "what you have now, just a few years ago you were only dreaming of having"
Which is very true, but what I have now is a house and a yard that is too much for me to keep clean and gardens working by myself. I am alone, and I suffer from Clinical Depression (along with a host of 'old man body' health issues)
And yet, I try