Painful Loss; An Independent Person

Hello Hive, I'm novembees, a brave girl. I am 18 years old,I am 5'1 tall and weight 40 . I have tanned skin, brown hair, and short hair with a cute smile. I am from Don Gregorio Antigua Borbon, Cebu. My father's name is Reynaldo, and my mother's name is Helen. I have 8 siblings - five boys and three girls, excluding me. I graduated from Tabogon Roosevelt High School.

I was 8 years old at that time, so I was supposedly in grade 3. My younger sister and I would go to school every morning on weekdays. We both had responsibilities in our lives because of what my mother said. My mother had a lot of good advice for the sake of her daughters. Looking forward to grade 4, I felt that my mother wasn't feeling well, so I asked and she said she was okay. After 1 week, my mother went to the hospital and she was very weak. She wasn't comfortable with her situation. My mother needed us and we needed to be strong, brave, and accept whatever results were to come. My mother passed away, which was very painful news. Everything started darkening like charcoal, and my heart felt shattered. The pain was so fresh, but I learned many ways to recover from problems.

And now I'm in Grade 12. I have a mature mind, so I can stand on my own feet and make good decisions. I need to move on from what happened in the past. Whenever I'm sad and miss my mom, I look at the stars and feel healed. I try to pray and wish that she will guide us. I miss my mother so much, especially every dinner she served. And now, I can handle household duties.

First, I like reading to enhance my vocabulary and improve my understanding of any cultures and backgrounds of people. I enjoy reading posts on Facebook timelines, regardless of their content. Second, I also enjoy cooking or baking during birthday celebrations. I am skilled at making delicious recipes and baking yummy desserts, and I even challenge myself to make breakfast meals at home. Third, Badminton is a challenging and funny sport, especially when I'm playing with my friends or my sister. Fourth, if I have a problem, I can play music and relax, while learning about different musical genres and instruments. Fifth, I can dance to exercise my body and have fun, enjoying myself while dancing. Lastly, I enjoy traveling to places where I feel peace and can capture the beauty of nature. It serves as my stress reliever. Sometimes, I travel with my family, creating memorable experiences and sharing love and care with each other.

The reason why I'm joining Hive is to improve my writing skills, make many friends while blogging, and provide for my financial needs. I know joining Hive won't be easy, but I believe in my abilities and will do my best to earn money on my own and support my father.And also, I joined this blog because I am passionate about communication with sharing knowledge, and gaining knowledge.
This blog feels like the perfect place to explore my power. I am always curious about blogging and seek fresh information and experiences. I also appreciate how this blog encourages positive discussions and responsible discussions. I like this blog because it is a great way for me to learn so much from each other's lives.

I already know about Hive because @ybanezkim26 and @indayclara oriented us. I learned a lot about blogging from both of them. They encouraged us to join this website to earn money, learn many life stories, and engage with people by sharing our own stories.
Getting to know Hive is an exciting process. It is a journey of exploring and learning to communicate through blogging. I started my interest in blogging when I learned about its many techniques and aspects. Blogging is not just about writing or posting stories about life. It involves creating a community, leaving comments on posts, and participating in platforms or groups. If you're already familiar with Hive, accessing the app