dance when your eighteen

from the day that the sunlight hurts your eyes, it feels good to be with you all the nights, while kissing your forehead, touching your nose while your hand gripping my thumb, and saying to you that baby welcome to world of Joy's and sadness, grow up and have fear to god😇. be helpful to other's if you can and focus to your success..i promise to do everything and be a good father not because in common wat but because i promise to myself that when i have my own family i will raised to the best of my best and never taste the touch of madness ..just like my father did when i was a kid...its not that i am stubborn but its only a playful child.... that is the first warm love you hear from me when the first time you meet me... i stop my school to seek a job and god never reject my prayers...even the tiredness hugging my physical, my mind refuse it. its not that the responsible! that is given right? but because i clearly understand that a side of being friendly at all the time. one factor that i don't denied...i start to feel the sweet moment of my life while staring me at you 13 years ago but now it really brokes my heart seeing my daughter treating her by her mother like a care giver ...that is not what i want to see! at her young age it must be school, can play at her vacant time, explore so many things and ask curiously of something that it cannot be explain but not to her,, i can see it in her eyes the sadness beeing alone, feel likes she was an other's. everytime we video call ask her why she cry? she always said " wala to daddy inaantok lang ako" while tears slow drop one by one while she keep hiding inside of her...." i wish i can take the pain away, if i can make it though the night there's a brighter day,Everything will be alright if you hold on, It is struggle every got a roll on"

-Alysha bianca