And the moral of this whole nonsense is that if you constantly have to forgive and step over yourself, then one day you will not forgive and you will not step over yourself, and this limit will be reached sooner or later. You can comfort yourself with fairy tales of wonderful love, but you have to understand that wonderful love does not happen on the one hand, that your whole beautiful soul, that all your efforts, all your "I will be a fool," but I still love him anyway , if all this has been trampled into the mud once, then the second and third will be trampled on and on until infinity until you say "Basta".
Because disrespect - it can not be forgiven, it does not need to be forgiven. If it is occurs at least once - immediately goodbye, and do not pull the rubber, as I often pull.
I still hope for something. God, I'm so stupid and naive, so stupid and naive, and most importantly - I deserve everything that is happening to me now.
Tomorrow begins the study. Now it's time to come to clarity, remove this veil before my eyes.
