I read your other longer piece last week and I really wanted to comment, but, sooooo many comments, most touching every possibility there. It was such a touching piece, angst, hurt, but, most of all, there was live betaeen the lines.

I honestly am glad you had it in you to step back. Your heart is too big for this. You already know, you just cant fix this. My brother thought he could, despite everything I said, nothing negative, but, all of it factual. You can't fix it. It may change for a little while, but, why spend your well earned life picking up your hearthere and there.

I see you working on you. Brava. I know yuu can do this.