Since you have gone, It has long been buried!

in #life7 months ago

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I remember this one is what you like most from me
Private Property taken by iPhone 11

I know you are in heaven, and no need to worry about the milk or diapers for our little girl anymore, she is grown up now and she came to me a few days ago telling me that someone has confessed his love for our little girl. She was happy and I was worried a bit.

I don't understand the language of love which is probably an easy thing for most people.
I better understand the loneliness that often beats in my heart when flowers bloom and I don't know who to give them to, or when I enjoy the sunset on a remote beach and I don't know whom I should talk to. Only you!

Trying to dig up memories about the last time I received a vow of love (not from you), which had long been buried in a pile of sorrow. Then thinking back, did he give me a bouquet of red roses at that time? (But you did a lot of times)

It is very difficult to find memories of love again because they have long been buried in apathy, loneliness, and disappointment (after you have been gone). Could it be that I'm the one who can't love, or I haven't found the right person to love?

Let the time answer questions because I want to be able to enjoy the loneliness as they enjoy love with joy and celebration. (Waiting to be with you again)