You know what I have been very alone these past few days .I have been spending in my room most of the time . I can feel uncomfortable in my own home .I used to love this place before but now I don't.
I have been closing my door because I feel like my privacy has been invaded and my so called peace has already broken.
I wanted to express my thoughts and feelings but it seems that my lip won't cooperate.I used to be very understanding about everything .I have adjusted to all the people around me but it seems like I am fading away .
I have many unspoken thoughts and complaints but I prefer to be silent because I do not want to hurt others feelings .But I realized that being unspoken is not a good thing for my mental being . I am back to my old self where I am locked in a room with other people in house.The feeling where I felt powerless because they are his family.
I moved away from my family because I wanted independence but NOW I AM A PRISONER. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING HERE . I WANTED TO MOVE OUT ANYTIME SOON OR ELSE I WOULD SLOWLY FADE AND LOSE MY SELF CONFIDENCE.
I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING . WHY SHOULD I SUFFER HERE ?
I DO NOT WANT TO STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER . .....
Cheer up my friend.