Just all around fucked. Nobody cares, nobody wanna attempt. Here I am literally shoeless because my boots decided to fall apart. Here I am literally on the verge of being homeless yet again. No matter what I do I fail. Doesn't matter if it's job or trying to kill myself. Doesn't work. My body is an enigma and should honestly be studies. More than 12 suicide attempts this year alone and not a single double LD of any substance does the trick. My existence has crumbled and nobody gives a fuck. Honestly why should anyone on here have sympathy. This post was a waste of time.