"HOW TO LIVE further"?
Hello!
Dear readers, tell me how to LIVE further if you do not want to LIVE, but stop at the very moment when you realize that you have three most beloved children all over the world and they do not need anyone but you. But the heart breaks away from the pain and suffering when you find out that the FAVORITE MAN with whom you have tied your life with everything has not loved all these years that we lived and we lived 11 years together and it turned out that all these were the years I used everything as it turned out that I was just instead of furniture, and in bed, the girl he looks at in porn films and presents it to himself.
I'm asking you very much. PLEASE, advise me how to act, I am in a strange city. I have no friends, my parents died in childhood, and I was left alone, and now with three children with my son - 10 years, daughter - 6 years, daughter - 5 months. And I have no one to turn to. Advise me "HOW TO LIVE further"?
Very sorry about everything you've been through (this is true, correct? or is this just creative writing?). Please don't allow anyone to have such a great deal of power over you. Your life is important and you have learn to love life even if it's not with the one you want to love it with.
I understand that being alone in life can be difficult. I'm not sure of your age (your picture, if that's you, looks mid 20s although if you were married for 11 years maybe early 30s) but you have to start creating a support group (and preferably with positive, levelheaded and stable individuals) so that you'll never feel alone again. You could start just by posting everyday here at Steemit and making connections with others if you really enjoy reading their content (if so make comments on their posts and let them know that you support them).
Also please don't do anything that is self-destructive (e.g., don't turn to alcohol or illegal substances). Only focus on doing positive things and strengthening yourself. Take up a few new hobbies maybe and do a lot of reading. Life is a big thing and there's so much in it and one should really and truly never be bored in life.
I read that you have a few kids so I understand that life is probably a little more complicated and not only do you have to be strong for yourself but also for your kids. Please do make time for yourself though and learn more about life and how it can be so great. I understand that in order to do things in life we need money first to live and then to experience life beyond the necessities. Well, you've found Steemit and here's your chance to write and find yourself and hopefully in the process make a lot of money too!
Thank you for understanding and support!
The fact that I wrote this is the whole truth to which I closed my eyes, because I loved a man very much and ate the best all the time, but as it turned out all in vain, I love, but I do not, just use me.