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Interestingly enough I just came back from the void (it's taken three years to integrate the experience to be clear) and it was the worst fucking journey of my life.

I'm still not entirely back. But finding this set up has helped a great deal. I couldn't go back to facebook and the cool kids. I'm an alien now. But there are more of us.

My greatest fear is forgetting what I've seen, and learned, and being sucked into the illusion again... falling asleep again.

I understand.