So am I interpreting this correctly...separate from the machine/matrix (are these synonymous? Do they represent corporate America?) to find your true purpose, but I will continue to plug myself into said machine as a way to pay it forward?

Jerry, I fear that silence will fall on this comment as it does for most, but I need a lot more in order to really understand this message. Either that or you should get a full recharge to the batteries before swimming in the deep end.