❗❕❗Russian-Ukrainian war🔥My survival story🖤🔥MARIUPOL🔥Part XXXII

in #lifestorieslast year

Hello to everyone who reads my blog. 😎🖤🤗

Shall we continue my story? 🤔
At the moment when we broke up with Mr. S., I began to think about what I wanted to do in the future. I don't want to work with children again. I worked with children for 6 years, many of them became like my children to me, some called me mom. I lost most of my students in the war, they are dead. For me, this is an internal trauma that I am still going through.
Even the guardianship center where I worked as a volunteer was destroyed by an air bomb.

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So I started thinking about how to further connect my life with art. I've wanted to do tattoos for a long time, I have 5 tattoos on my body.
I have long been told to start beating tattoos, but I was afraid and only drew sketches to order. But I decided to overcome my fears, talked to familiar tattoo artists. They told me where to start, what to buy.

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So the first materials started coming to me. The cartridges came first.

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Yes, I decided not to buy a classic tattoo machine, but a tattoo pen. A lot of masters are using them now.
+they are lighter and more comfortable.

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At that time, paperwork continued in Germany. I haven't received a plastic passport for 2 years yet.
I remember this trip, it was an invitation to the employment center for a lecture. They told me what needs to be done, what types of work there are in Germany. And that soon we will receive letters for personal meetings with curators.

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Then I went to my favorite place near the police station. There is a small lake with benches. I often went there to calm down and relax. A beautiful place.

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And this is a beautiful place under the bridge.

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If we talk about art at that moment. I walked past the bust of plaster for a long time. Someone put him out because he was all dirty. No one took him away. But I liked him and I had plans for him.

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I decided to take care of this guy and put him in order. First, I washed it and let it dry.

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And secondly, I still have a can of silver paint, which I used to paint the grid on the wall. I painted this guy. And that's what I got.

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So a silver bust of a guy settled into my room, it was very well combined with metal elements of steel, a silver mirror frame.

To be continued... 😜😝

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