@atomramble yes i too have the same feeling.. I never felt like to get married or having children or lead a family with traditions .. More like a free soul to roam freely whom need not to think or give reply for any actions to anyone. Just like live as ur own boss , but yeah always wanted a friend or friends with benefits or without expectations , more like partner whom u can live freely.. thats why I am afraid to break up this relation coz i know at this age even i do so i know my partner will never overcome his emotional drainage if i break his heart.. thats why I live with him but not getting with emotional attachment