This life really sucks @ackza and I am surprised that I am still kicking and even doing blogging. Maybe I can just handle it all but all these pains are terrible with my gum pain joined the party.
I can buy legit opiates, it is just a matter of me making or acquiring a prescription paper or pad, only, the price of those are expensive so I am just relying on Gabapentin and NSAIDs and acetaminophen, that's all.

And yes I will reward my parents if it will come to that God-willing.