I don’t belong here—
not in this house
with its chandelier glow,
its velvet quiet,
its rooms I’ll never know.

Once, we rationed
heat like a secret,
counted coins
like prayers.

Now, an embarrassment
of riches spill around me—
too much food, too much space,
too many suits tailored to
someone I don’t always recognize.

They call it
a confidence game,
but I still flinch
at the ghost
of unpaid bills,
will forever cut coupons
out of habit,
scoop up pennies
in the street,

They preach parsimony
over candlelit steaks,
but I know what it
means to walk carefully,
as if the ground might
give way at any step.

And yet, I smile
for the cameras,
sign my name
with a practiced hand,
laugh in all the right places—
as if I belong, as if I believe.

But in the
hush between
these heartbeats,
I wonder if the
house knows the truth,
if the mirrors
will ever whisper
my real name.

~Eric Vance Walton~

Be well and make the most of this day.

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ABOUT THIS POEM: Imposter Syndrome—an unwelcome companion to anyone who has climbed higher, built from nothing, or dared to dream beyond their beginnings. I once thought that true belonging was reserved for those born into abundance, that without it, you’d always feel like an outsider. But life has revealed a deeper truth: in the secret chambers of our hearts, no one ever feels they truly belong. Life itself is a grand performance, a confidence game we all, consciously or unconsciously take part in. With time, I’ve come to understand and respect Shakespeare’s words more than ever:

"All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players."

In the end, we can accomplish anything—if only we believe we can.

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