PRETTY/ ugly

in #poetry6 years ago

I'm very ugly
So do not try to convince me that
I am a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And i'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured i will remind myself
That i am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I am not good enough to be loved
And i'm in no position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever i look in the mirror i always think
Am i as ugly as people say?

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