pale suns colored moons
gray clouds hazy views
trying not to think of you
honey do you feel it too
it's crazy how we fell apart
yell to the ground and I broke my heart
you made your mark
you played the part
you made a spark
it was a confirmation I'm human
I could've let the world to consume me
money fame and love and the passion
when I felt the spark i felt caution
I had to cut the brakes in my past life
I'm not slowing down these emotions
walking down the street I saw green lights
and a high way of commotion
like I'm not to blame for my actions
like I didn't cause no infraction
trying to hide away from convictions
trying to publicise my confessions
I try to understand my beginnings
how we lost it all in the garden
try to meditate try to find the way try to make the most of my existence
try to validate my opinions
try to compensate for my conscience
because all this while I never truly loved you or felt you the way I thought I would
I doubted you and cursed at you because I always felt your absence
and loneliness always brought this pain it felt like I needed absinthe
I dont really have the time to call
been on this drive so long I think it might be doing it wrong
but I have push just a little bit harder
just a little bit further
maybe I'll see the light on the other side
I hear the grass is greener on the other side
but its all perspective and its all subjective
to the mind and motives
are you good or evil are you for the bible
can you see the cycle that we all belong to
that we've all been lied to
like a thousand chords on the same old piano
different paths that we could have followed
I just want to be free
