Its been a month since my family fell apart. Its the biggest most painful time of my life having to stop talking to my oldest daughter and grandchild. I cried so much the first 3 weeks, this week has been a lot easier. We are moving on and living our lives the best we can. We have to as theres no going back, we have to leave my oldest to live her life the way she wants without us getting in the way.
Here's hubby trying to cheer me up. He certainly made me and my daughter Nichola laugh.
These things happen and we just have to learn to live with it, maybe it's best for all of us giving us time to think and reevaluate what's important in our lives, I'm 58 so its time I looked forward moving towards retirement and hopefully moving away to enjoy the time we have left.
I am concerned about my oldest pup Geordie, he's getting old and seems to have got off quick, one minute he was great never having an accident in the house to us having to lay puppy pads on the floor as hes not quick enough, we only got new carpets down last year, we had wood flooring for years, I wish we still had them as it's easier to clean up and freshen up. We did buy a carpet cleaner that seems to always be turned on. Geordie has vet appointment next week where we will ask them to give him check him out and see if there anything we can do to help him.
Geordie problems have taken my mind off other things going on he has kept me busy. He's always been my dog but over the last few weeks he literally doesn't leave my side. He is on my knee the whole time I'm sitting then in bed hes glued to my side. Luna ends up lying on top of Geordie so she can get a cuddle he won't move.
I am going to focus on getting back on here, I am also wanting to search for a few online courses that I can do to help me learn a few things. This will help take my mind of what's going on and I may learn a few new things. Maybe a writing course or learning English as I still get my there, their pronouns and other vocabulary problems I have the perfect helper, my daughtet Nichola is always picking me up on my mistakes
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Aww Karen! I am so sorry to hear of your troubles with your daughter and granddaughter! I know how much that must pain you as you have always been over the moon with Evie's birth.
I hope there is something the vet can give Geordie to help him out at home. I know how it is to watch your beloved pet fade out. At least he is taking comfort in being by your side always. Your husband sure knows how to cheer you up lol...tell him to keep it up.
Thank you hun, it's been a horrible time but we knew it was going to happen. She really needs to take her medication. I'm not ready to lose Geordie just yet so hopefully the vet has something to help as for hubby I think he needs help haha 😆
If the hubs makes you laugh then he doesn't need to change anything! Hoping for the best for Geordie, bless that little guy. Hopefully your daughter will come around before too long so you can get your cuddles in. Hang in there!
I'm not holding my breath, she will do this time over and over. I don't think I could take it happening again. I'm glad it's now whilst little one won't remember me. 😭😭
😭 I will hope for the best!
Thank you 😊