I would firstly like to send my apologies in not reading your post in good timing to send you support by upvote. You took the time to write this for me and I wasn't there.
Reading your entire post and comments included, I agree with all this being so violent and harmful. It helps with making my decisions and yet it remains to be a scary world for me. My problem is that I lack the knowledge and probably the proper capabilities to fight the system that would threaten my family and to properly heal my children in the case of something happening. Weeks ago I had to result in bringing my daughter to the hospital to have inhalers prescribed to her so she can breathe. I know certain things that help like mullein, which I have tried and I will always try that first but perhaps it is not strong enough for her, or perhaps I am just not doing it right. And I am left without power to help her breathe. I know a vaccine won't help her in this case but just pointing out that it is still pharmaceuticals. I don't want to be dependant on them but yet I feel like I need a huge strict lesson, a how to incase of this and that. There is so much that I just have no way of knowing.
So much to tear away at, wanting to push through walls for the capacity needed to just be ok. Is there someone that can just take my hand and show me the magic of it all? lol I'm laughing because I am frustrated, with myself and with the system. And the only person that I personally know that can teach me is Tammy. She has already taught me so much but it feels like it takes a lifetime to know what she knows and at the level of experience, when now this lifetime needed is the life of my kids. Gah, I'm so stuck lol. Is there like a school for this? Is there something I am missing?
With @cecicastor's comment, I wish I could be that person. But I fully believe that in order to have that life, it has to come with the knowledge to follow through. If I were to have CPS at my door because of not vaccinating my children, I feel as though I wouldn't have the power to defend and keep my children safe. I seen Tammy do it, and being 100% honest, I didn't understand it all. I would fail if it were to be my turn to go through all of that.
In schools we are taught math, science and all that but we are never taught was is really true and nor was I given the knowledge, the smarts whatever it is called to have this life. Thank you government for taking away my kids before I even knew I was going to have them 😞
I don't even know what to search for.
I am sorry for this reply. It is my feelings on where I stand at this moment.
My dear sister, I forgive you and pray that you find within yourself to forgive you as well.
I think Tammy would be more than willing to teach you. I am willing as well. What Tammy did is not magic, but it does require seeing the world from a different perspective. Spiritual instead of physical or fictional. My book is a good start if you really want to explore how she did it. It is the principles that I've been talking about for years. Once you comprehend those principles, then you can stand up against those who engage in violence or bulling, including CPS and other government thugs.
You can start with my book and then I'm open to having private conversations with you. But I would also encourage you to reach out to Tammy. I think she is ready and perhaps willing to help people learn what she learned through the process. Tammy and I have spent a lot of time over the last year or so. She has a good grasp of the basic concepts. The mistakes she made were fixable and that taught her a lot.
Also know that I'm holding a class in the next month or so and it will be recorded. I will be putting the video up here on the blockchain as well. It is focused on people like yourself who are struggling with the concepts of what I speak about. It is my hope that this event will fill in the gaps and provide you with some confidence to do what your heart is telling you, but your brain is screaming nooooooooo. ;)
You have the support around you, not like me when I went down this path alone. I hope this helps you.
I know that Tammy does so much for me when she teaches. I want to say so much but I have a tired brain right now. Your book will be part of my beginning. I have gaps that restrain me from certain things and I am looking forward to finding out what those are and how to fix, follow through and advance. I look forward to your videos as well and if time allows it, I will be honored to have conversations with you. I know you are a busy person and your time is valuable.
You have the perfect way of describing it
Look after yourself first. The rest will come. I'm not going any where. :) Peace to you.