Like today I am feeling depressed because I didn't write anything.

Wow! So you've made writing as your responsibility is it? Take a break. Don't be too hard on yourself. 😊

Yes, I started writing during those early years. I thought I have a pretty cool and full story that can make a pocket book but then when I type them down, it's just up to three pages and I no longer have something to even get to the denouement much so to the finish line. Maybe I can start again and keep practicing.