Hello dear friends of the beehive, you are all welcome to my creative space, here I try to make an introspection to be able to locate myself in a better way and it is that for those who do not know me, at some point I used drugs and today I fight my daily battle, so I decided to turn my blog into my space of catharsis, so Welcome:

The last few days I've been quiet and that makes me more alert than ever, because as I said above, this is a daily fight and it's not that I feel like using heroin, but that this desire can be disguised in some addictive behavior, in some behavior from my past life. For example, I went through a treatment and today I am a very different person from the one who was admitted. For me it would be a setback or what we call therapeutically a "behavioral relapse" if I start again to not be transparent with my environment and especially with myself, this is what we called self-deception. I have been very motivated because tomorrow I start working, what I talk about mostly is the way I am going to improve in my work, what I am going to do and what I am not going to do, the projects I will be able to undertake thanks to him and I must also take care of this since we addicts suffer from being obsessive-compulsive and the idea is to lead a life in health, not to change one obsession for another, this is what we say substitution.

Maradona changed cocaine for alcohol, there are people who stop using and become addicted to sports, but this happens because they stimulate the pleasure gland in the brain, in my case, I can fall into the reward system and this is serious because if I do it well then I must celebrate (consume) but what if not? The mind of an addict works like this and that is why setting goals, objectives and above all limits is necessary to lead a full life and I say limits because in addictions, the person is used to not stopping.

Normally I keep a diary and at the same time I remember the rules and procedures of the therapeutic community to keep them fresh and not to fall into self-deception. I make an effort to remember every word, every moment to always keep in mind that I have a toolbox that I must use wisely.