Do you like what you see in a mirror?

What person is looking back at you when you look in the mirror, piece of shit scumbag or someone with a proud smile?

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There is no worse feeling then loosing after giving it your best out there,and it wasn't enough,YOU STILL LOST. But what if there is worse feeling, for me perosonaly of course. Losing, without giving it all that you can,giving up at the half, making wrong impressions of yourself, saying that you don't care if you lose or that. AND YOU KNOW that's not true, you know you could do better and fight more. You are ashamed of yourself for being half assed aboot that. And when you look yourself in the mirror, you only see a fuckin failure without the guts to take it to the end..For me i like better when i give my absolute 101% out there,in whatever i am competing in. Basketball game, buisiness or maybe school, then when i was always lazy and half assed about things, pretending that i don't care.
That feeling when you give it your all, especially in games of basket, when your legs are shaking, no more strenght, sweating,almost passing out, but still going, still running,keep moving forward, chssing that victory that u worked for.THE BEST FEELING EVER, it sucks when you lose, but could you actually be full of regret later? NO i wouldn't, because i did my best, it would be worse if i didn't.

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Crying out of the pain, crying and screaming out of the misery and feeling useless, brin unable to DO OR CHANGE anything. Being crushed, without a chance to fight back, did you guys ever expirienced that in life? Thats the key of emotion, to put you at the top,to be the best version of yourself, to change to be BETER, and to look proud in the mirror and say, that fucker is something else man
Change,self hatred is best fuel to be shat you want to be.

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