Gambling addiction is killing you and everyone around you

Gambling addiction will push away everyone that you care about and make you hate yourself to the core of your existence.

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I am talking from personal expirience and the stories i heard.
I've been gambling addict and honestly, that was worst period of my life. Yeah youre gonna say, that's just money, no it isn't, you chose gambling over money, that feeling that you get, you chose that over money and everyonr else..It's not just a random saying that its worst then heroine.
You chose to go spend time gamling then actually spendim time with the loved ones. You choose to go spend time and money gamling, than to buy fucking food, you choose to spend money gambling then pay the bills or take your beautifull girlfriend or wife on a date. You don't have money and more important, you don't have time. You stop enjoying everything else expect gambling. And that's what is pushing everyone away, you became scumbag, you are thinking when i hit big i will surprise everyone with something so they will know that i care, they will not remember me as a pathetic depressed loser without money.. But you are to stupud piece of shit to realize that expect that money, they want your presence and your focus on the relationship you have with them. But you don't have focus and your presence is fading, it's in a stupid casino, on the slots.
I can't describe hoe many times i've been eorking all day, hard job, bearly eating or sleeping, then i spend all that i learn on gambling.. I was living with my ex girlfriend at the time, do you guys knoe how many times i came home from work, without a dime in a pocket,depressed and angry at myself, hating myself for losing everything,insteas buying food or maybe some snacks and shit to watch movie with her, damn. Pathetic trash, i really was. No excuses. Still hate myself for it. And worst part was that, she didn't care, but my mood was to shitty to give her attention and spend time with her.. Damn,now that i look back at that,it does hurt, regret is one of the worst emotions out there. And when i lost my big position on the job, and that fsncy apartment that i was living with my ex girlfriend, as well as her in no time. That was rock bottom, in debts, and alone, because i pushed everyone away, i will not say the gambling was the reason why i broke up with my ex, but i can say it did have effect to it.

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And the story i heard about a guy that i know, he killed himslef over it. Thousands of dollars in debt, his wife left him,kids didn't want to see him anymore, they were after him for the money, making problems to his family. They were dangerous people.
He didn't know what to do, hated himself to the core, didn't saw a standing chsnce to fight and overcome that, so he killed himself. Yeah...
So i wanted to say, if you are a gambling addict, or you know someone that is.. Stop it for, don't fall in that dark hole, it's so hard so fucking hard to get out, and falling in that hole, u are taking everyone around you, with you.. Do it for youreslf, and for all the people you love, you can't win that my man, you can't beat gambling system.

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