I just hadn't find the exact skill to learn, it seems I keep learning a lot in the name of building Cv but I never get to utilize the skill for my own good..
Can you imagine I took a course financial analyst for a job I was promised and I was never given the job.
I took data analysis cOurse again to improve on the previous course for another job and still no show.
I just want to learn a skill for myself that I would enjoy and use for something I love.. Yet to determine what skill that will be..maybe when I do, I would try to put in the work.
I totally get you! I also feared starting something that would end up seeming like wasted knowledge (no knowledge is wasted btw). I decided whatever I was going to learn would have to be something I had genuine interest in and could apply to myself personally or freelance with, at least for a start. Eventually, I would learn other career (9-5) oriented skills.
So I'd say go for skills that would enhance what you already like doing.