hello dear friend @therealwolf good morning
The situation that is being lived is prone to reach such a state.
I am very sorry that you have not felt well in recent times and that you have put a lot of pressure on yourself.

If you have hurt some people who did not deserve they will understand them, and it is good that you make it public what was happening so that those involved understand it.

All of us who love our company well have felt in some way in your same situation.

There are very good things about you, that you have realized and are doing something to remedy it, being self-critical and seeing the mistakes in ourselves is not easy things, much less admit it. You are doing very well.
Have a great day, enjoy it a lot.