Hello champ. Just you taking the step to write up a post and express what you feel is a huge one. I've been out of discord so I don't know what things they say or missconcepted about you. I don't know you, but I've seen that you have been tirelessly working for Hive and maybe over doing it like you stated.

Overdoing things can be a bitch. Because of that I've had my ups and downs with the chain. Balance is key though is a bit difficult and more with the opportunity presented at us in Hive.

Again, I don't know you, but I know people, because I know myself. You are an alpha, you are winner, you probably are cocky, arrogant, and even judgy and that's just fine because your human and not a bad one because if you took the time to write this up then there's still a heart in that chest of yours. Maybe you should develop more your emphaty. We usually make the mistake of judging others by their covers just because we don't take the time to see the full context.

Just because you are winner, doesn't mean everyone should be or can be. It takes a great deal of time, effort, and sacrifice to be one. That's why the whole damn world is poor and the rest is rich, you probably want it more than most of the average but that's you my friend, and you are unique. Maybe if you manage to understand that, things may be go well here as in real life. You look like the impulsive type. Me here especulating.

Cheers!