I have a saying Asher:
Lift heavy shit.
It doesn't have much to do with lifting weighty things though; it's more about working, doing the work that's required, getting things done without shying away from the difficult things and then, when done, looking for more heavy shit knowing that there's always more to be done, more to learn, more of ourselves that need developing.
However, my life is not about trying and failing to improve her life, and I definitely need to learn to be a better person to myself and others. It is a life-long project, acknowledging and putting into practice the belief that your thoughts have a say in your life and can affect your future.
A life-long project indeed my brother. Along the way there's always going to be heavy shit that needs lifting and as we do, as we take that life-long journey, we learn new ways to lift that stuff; just like you're doing now. It's not always easy, but the ability to do it lies within you. I'm confident in that.
This is a long-winded way of saying, you're ok. Or will be.
Hit me on Discord if you need.
Thanks Galen.
There is certainly some work to be done in practicing lifting heavy shit, but I've done it in the past and will do so again I'm sure.
As the garbled text above testifies, I'm still a bit pissed off with the whole thing but am working on ways to accept heavy shit happens and that forgiveness (to myself and others) should lead the way to lighter things.
Cheers.
You're on the right track mate. Sometimes it's bumpy, but you're moving forward and that's what counts.