I'm not in the right state of mind these days anyway. My head just goes there and I feel hated. I've tried countless times to smooth things out over the years but I'm also not best communicator when I'm frustrated. To be straight up honest, I don't know how to move past it. I'm not feeling too fresh, like the post says.

I'm grateful for this showing of support. Advice. Opportunities being offered. The rest.

Don't have an ounce of actual creativity flowing through my veins at this point but yes, when it's time, I'll consider your suggestions once again. Can't promise it. Thanks though.