Thanks for your well thought comment. I appreciate it very much.

Sorry that I didn't reply to you sooner, I was caught by a flu and had to deal with some anxiety last week. So therefor I had to step back and get my mindset right again.

Writing this particular blog brought back some anxiety from the past and take with that the fact that I was weak because of flu, and I fell back in a black rabbit hole.

Thank God for the dogs again, and my partner and sister.